Where is the Ellusive Spring of Eternal Hope?

I opened my email this to find the fax from my doctor.  I had to see for myself why it is that these results have been deemed "No Good", why "its a good idea" to see a specialist.


Google became my best friend for the next 3 hours as I researched every line of the lab report, and come to the conclusion, she was right - NOT good.  We need help, we will journey, it may be long, it will be costly.  Will I have to give up the volunteer work I have been doing and go back to work full time to help pay the medical bills?  Whatever the sacrifice, at the end of this journey it will be so worth it!


I try to have a quiet time, meditate and pray.  All that comes to mind is that on this journey I will have to rely on Gods Faithfulness, his Mercy, and have Hope.

Psalm 121

 ^1-2 I look up to the mountains; does my strength come from mountains?
   No, my strength comes from God,
      who made heaven, and earth, and mountains.

 ^3-4 He won't let you stumble,
      your Guardian God won't fall asleep.
   Not on your life! Israel's
      Guardian will never doze or sleep.

 ^5-6 God's your Guardian,
      right at your side to protect you—
   Shielding you from sunstroke,
      sheltering you from moonstroke.

 ^7-8 God guards you from every evil,
      he guards your very life.
   He guards you when you leave and when you return,
      he guards you now, he guards you always.